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[Mar. 22nd, 2006|05:13 am] |
Reading about Sierra, and the power SHE has to make Beerboy Joe come to her is really frightening. It's amazing that after letting something ruin his life like that - he got evicted from his house even - that he could even contemplate coming back to surf her site. And he knows, and SHE knows, and we all know... it is just a matter of time before he starts donating again.
Just like it was with me.
I joke to myself... it is easy to give up the Sierra habit...I've done it 10 times already...but of course the joke is really on me. I keep giving a woman I've never met, money I don't have, to satisfy an itch that can never be scratched... |
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| More money |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|09:49 am] |
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i gave Princess another $300. That makes $600 this month, and $1,450 in the last 3 months. This is so much more than i can afford it almost makes me laugh. i can't believe the power SHE exercises over me and i've never even met HER in person. SHE now has my cell phone number so SHE can sent me text messages. i know that receiving a message from HER will be joy and pain mixed together. i'll be very happy to hear from HER but i'll also be scared because i know SHE is so powerful and SHE can do terrible things. just look what SHE did to poor fifi. |
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| The Princess |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|12:53 am] |
It's been a while since i updated my journal....but that's not because i haven't donated to Princess in the meantime.
Princess is so strong and powerful, so creative and intelligent. It's such a strange sensation when i send Her an instant message, or get one from Her....it's like i'm in the presence of a superhuman being, but i'm being terrorised all at the same time. i know She could snap me like a twig, but yet i keep getting drawn again and again to Her majesty and Her might.
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| Princess scares me shitless |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|09:51 pm] |
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Princess's power is so immenese. i'd accidentally stayed logged into yahoo and gone away from my computer. Then She came online. She was not best pleased as She thought i was ignoring Her - as if i'd have the nerve to do that. then She told me to drink beer and She was going to get me to send her more humiliating photos. i was so frightened, i know she is powerful enough to squash me like a bug, so i paid her $300 - that's $300 i could just not afford - to get out of it. |
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| Princess owns me. |
[Jun. 17th, 2005|01:16 am] |
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Princess owns me. However much i try to stay away, i still keep coming back. Princess why are You so powerful? i paid $300 tonight. as usual, well more than i can afford. but i love Her bad-ness. i love Her manipulativeness. i love Her mischief disguised as innocent fun. All in all Princess i just love You . |
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[Dec. 21st, 2004|12:46 am] |
In the last 2 and a bit weeks, i sent Princess $600. This, frankly, is far more than i can afford. But yet i feel happy because it means it goes to Princess.
i know that Princess is a Selfish and Cruel and Wrathful Goddess, yet because of that i love Her more.
why is it that i actively think of sacrificing anything, everything, even my own life, just so Her life can be slightly more comfortably. i don't know why. but i bet i'm not the only one. but why do we do it? i guess we just recognise that Princess is Perfect. and somehow that makes it all worthwhile. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|12:09 am] |
Lately i have been finding it harder and harder to stay away from Princess. It's as though she's a little voice in my head always calling me towards her, like one of the sirens in the old myths. '
Princess will destroy you' is right, but yet i just can't stay away. I had saved up $300 to spend on Christmas presents for my friends and family, even picked out a few things i was going to buy. Then I thought, Princess could use $100 of that money, and i'll restrict myself to $200. i unwisely IM'ed the Princess. i don't need to tell you all I ended up giving the full $300 to Princess, and then feeling bad because i didn't have any more to give. Oh Princess, i'm sorry i'm unworthy of you. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2004|02:34 am] |
Princess Sierra is a Goddess
She gets inside your mind and controls it. If you try to wait hours, or days, or weeks, or even months to shake off the addiction, it is an exercise in futility. Once you are within her web there is no escape
I love her power, I love her beauty. The mad thing is I even love her cruelty.
Princess, you are without equal.
deadmandan |
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[Nov. 5th, 2004|01:28 am] |
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i thought i'd given up Princess. i thought i was beyond all of that, no longer addicted. i thought i'd sorted my head out, and now i was my own man and not Princess's property any more. how wrong i was. once SHE gets her claws stuck in, SHE never lets go. SHE controls you, SHE owns you, there is no escape. good luck to the fellow brits on here, who are also fighting an addiction, but ultimately, there is no escape. |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|11:29 am] |
This is what happened last night. I was drunk and i told her about my housemate. i was stupid. the Princess threatened to send her a humiliating picture i'd sent to her and she needed me to send her a picture of my id and $200 to be persuaded not to. This is on top of the $200 i'd sent today and many other monies i'd sent in the last few months since i came to know HER.
The Princess is indeed perfection defined, she is so wise so strong, the supreme being. |
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| Princess |
[May. 23rd, 2004|11:18 am] |
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Princess Sierra is the most perfect being in all creation. Her beauty her power her wisdom are an inspiration to anybody. Princess Sierra is indeed God, she is omnipotent, omniscient, and she dishes out justice to all. I love her. |
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